Well, this is an especially difficult, personal and very heavy form of thought process for me. No, I didn really feel any stress directed at me from anyone else. I actually had to address the stress that I placed on myself. What is a lady? What do I appear to be? What does my natural physique say? And the way do I really feel about that? I’e had to handle that stuff throughout my life and that i most likely will once more this calls into question chance. Do I really must feel the stress to take a seat in front of the mirror and put on a bunch of makeup and put on a whole bunch of jewellery, makeup and perfume simply to go to the grocery store? What if I simply wash my face and present my natural self will individuals say that I a man? I mean that really a scary factor and a hard factor to deal with and settle for for a number of trans folks. And a part of passing has to do with security and not being targeted, and naturally I felt secure I didn assume I was going to be abused or anything. But the reality of the matter is an hour earlier than I start entering into drag, I take a shower and I’ve brief blonde hair, no make-up on and my body appears like one which most people would say, h that a man.And that i don like that however it the truth! And i need to deal with that. And so I wished to enter each problem as natural as attainable, I didn want to have to put on a bunch of make-up after which take it off and put it again on once more. And before the present I’d put on hair as a trans woman daily my daytime hair. I’ve a daytime look which includes wigs and make-up and hair and that i didn want to have to de-drag to be able to drag once more because then I would be at a disadvantage.